Over the summer, making deliberate choices about my life and activities have fallen by the side of the road. Not deliberately (no pun intended). It just has happened due to a lack of intention. Things have slipped over time, and I am conscious of not being very satisfied with how my life is right now.
I've been very conscious of self-care and what it means in relation to the rest of my life over the past few months. I'm still recovering from the effects of severe stress. I find that it means I need to pay more attention to how I am feeling physically and take corrective action. At the same time I feel myself pressured by the stuff, both physical and incomplete, in my life.
Maybe it's been coming on slowly the past ten years or so, but I find myself in a place where I am very aware that I don't bounce back as fast as I used to. I find myself conscious of lack of sleep, blood sugar drops and mental fatigue in a way I never have before. I can't ignore unfinished or unstarted projects the way I used to.
It's not a life reboot. I did that a couple of months ago and got rid of a bunch of activities that were clutter
So what does that mean?